Im arriving on this island today;not really sure what to think of it. The only reason even want to even be here is because I need a vacation and its free. The people that are on the island with me are an odd bunch I expected yachting clothes diamond rings and fancy pearls. but no theres a military man, an old women with a bible in her hand, a guy from africa, some judge from wherever, a young women and a few other interesting people. no sight of the person that invited us all here ,and im tired of waiting so i go to bed.While im sleeping im dreaming of what I did. it wont leave my head my foolishness leading to the death of an innocent elderly women.What doctor in there right mind operates drunk? If i was sober it would have been a simple operation and everyone would have been happy. No one would be hurt .